Lets just call her anonymous for now. Geddit? Ann Nonymous! Geddit??
A girls first time on camera porn experience is a special one indeed. Its the moment you can either make or break her. The results of her going onto becoming that appellation known as “porn star” or ruin her illusions by smashing it into a million pieces and becoming the epitome of everything she could hate about the whole business.
I'd like to think this girl (who shall remain nameless) was somewhere in between given that she was entrusted to me via a mutual friend who I've known for years being affiliated with some of the biggest names that went onto become stars in the US, (Nikki Jayne , Holly Wellin, Lacie Maguire, Lee Logan to name a few) one of those named I was instrumental in by way of advising as an outside opinion a number of years ago, went out there and did very well, made a lot of money and quit. That's their prerogative. This business, contrary to popular belief is one you can come into and do all the things you ever wanted to do sexually (and then some), and if youre smart by saving a lot of money, quit and settle down and become someones loving girlfriend/ wife and make babies…I know a few who have done that. Well, the repercussions of doing porn doesnt make it as easy as that, which is why girls are advised that from the moment they get their clothes off to get paid and sign on the dotted line of a model consent for, their arse (and the rest of their pretty bits) becomes public property and like being famous or notorious in the case of porn, people will get to see you directly or indirectly which can affect your life for a long time to come
This particular girl has smarts, if still a little naive given her youth, she did things I admired. She chose a good stage name so she can seperate her work life form her private one and the second was to hire me for my services As cynical as that sounds to you reading that, what it means in terms of what I'm saying is that
She is the boss.
The material I shot belongs to her.
I am in her employ therefore bound by the agreement we set out to engage my services. She could fire me for any reason she saw fit, but that wasnt the case.
I was concerned the shoot wasn't going to happen at all because two weeks before this day I booked the stud who lived the furthest part of England and I knew he was not going to let me down. Strangely enough, our new girl lived 10 minutes away from him but the real reason for her being in London was to fly to the US the next day and facilitate me doing the shoot for her as I was not prepared to travel all that way up north if she was going to do a no show. It was the weekend before the day of the shoot she went missing that panic set in but it turned out she was out on the razz celebrating with her friends and family to prepare herself to be away for a few months.
She had really thought this through and was advised by the right people whom she took that advice from and wanted to at least have the experience of doing one shoot before leaving the country but her agreement stipulated certain things (which I can't go into) but she did things by the letter. One of them I can mention was the use of a condom. LA has become mandatory condom use now.
The naivete I mentioned was simply down to nerves, now she was finally in the company of two men she did not know but had only spoken to on the phone and email up to the point we met in person in the hotel that she booked for the shoot she was staying in overnight to fly out the next day
I've been around enough new people to know that first time nerves. I still get it meeting new couples because I never know if I'm going to come away with a shoot or leave empty handed, wasting time and money on a day I couldve put to better use elewhere, but thats the risk that comes with this business. What gives it away for me is how much I talk. It is either a blessing or a curse but however you see it it is a necessity to make people feel comfortable enough to relax and do the intimate things required to express themselves the best way for them to have an enjoyable experience.
You cannot do good porn if you do not truly enjoy sex.
I know that feeling, its half sheer thrill and half fear of the unknown. That point in your life where you feel you are about to do something where there is no turning back on. Therefore but for the grace of God go I stuff. It is literally a life changing moment that could redefine your future for the better or worse.
I couldnt have hoped for a better stud in Luke Hotrod. I shot him with his real life partner and porn star Chantelle Fox for Real Couples just a mere coupe of months ago. He had the perfect personality for this job. He knew the importance of communication, making a newbie feel relaxed and wasnt into that meet up for a quick shag before the day. Even if he was I wouldnt have looked at him less for it because I believe it takes two to tango and I actively encourage it with couples if I introduced them to a third partner for a threesome because I dont want to pay out all that money if people had issues with each other and I believe that if they did it in private then the chemistry from that experience would make for a better shoot. The first time is always the awkward one.
Not so in this case because the mentality of porn is different to my usual style of shooting and while our girl wanted me to put her in a porn shoot environment, I wanted her to be relaxed enough to actually enjoy the experience. This is so important if she is to become successful at doing what she hopes to do. Besides, it was Lukes job to make the girl shine and thats how I let it go. He had ideas and I was happy to go with it because ultimately it served the same ends.
Doing stills is a good preview of what to expect I'm glad I filmed the behind the scenes because the nerves all subsided as they started doing the up close and personal stuff of touching and kissing. If she was shaking at the start you could see her warming to this. You can feel her heart beating faster, the breath quickening. To witness this before any sex took place was truly special. As her clothes came off I could see she was feeling more relaxed and by the time she got to the part she was going to get Lukes cock out, you could see her excitement at seeing the bulge she had created in his boxers and feeling all along the length of it and I swear , when she got his cock out she took a sharp intake of breath, paused and said with a tremor in her voice:
“You have a really attractive penis”
Oh fucking hell.. that was it! You couldnt have scripted this shit better. When she started sucking his cock she made it look like the most natural thing to do. This behind the scenes stuff, while it had zero production values in terms of being in a hotel room proved one thing, that good sex more than makes up for anything else. All this really cool stuff is in the extras. The scene itself, as good as it was still hot, didnt have that initial spontaneity that happens between shots on the stills. Thats whats always fascinated me about the behind the scenes stuff. Not that contrived stuff you see these days but that real behind the scenes stuff where people forget they are being filmed where you see much more people give away in their personality that makes seeing them naked that extra bit special.
The battery in my stills camera ran out and I told them to carry on as I tried to catch up and the chemistry between them was at fever pitch as she grabbed his head, hugged him close and kissed him deep with that passionate conviction. Anyone would think this was a Real Couples shoot but it wasnt of course. Sexual chemistry isnt confined to being in a relationship.
Even when we did the scene it was her request that Luke use a condom which didnt break the momentum. She even had her first orgasm on screen too. I think that was Lukes pussy licking skills had a lot to do with that. Always a great precursor to penetration. After we did the scene we took a break and went to the bar for a drink and relax for a bit.
We came back to the room about an hour later to do the second scene in the bathroom, but shooting in a confined space had its own set of difficulties for performers and me on camera but you know what? It made the action sexually more charged, the passion between them was more fierce and I just had to keep up. It got very hot in there with me standing in the bath filming from one position, into the mirror, trying to avoid my reflection and getting all the angles, going under them, between them, up above, down below. It was chaotic like how I like it but we got through it effortlessly because Luke was so charged up he had a hard on that wouldnt quit as she sucked him hard, deepthroating his cock, used his spit for lube, spread her legs for a good muffing, tasting her pussy in their kisses, fucking over the sink, sitting on his cock on the toilet and our girl was so hot she was driving him to the point he pulled the condom off to pop his hot load over her pretty upturned face. During that time, Luke accidentally hit the mic which I struggled to get out of shot but to be honest it added to the madness of the moment.
We were all physically drained and hot from and fit to drop, drenched in sweat, we took time out to calm down when I recorded the podcast of her first experience fresh after her second scene as she lay ther sated on the bed, cuddled up with her teddy bear (yes she had a teddy bear) This podcast will be available soon on www.ukpornpodcast.co.uk
If youre wondering why I've pixelated her face out, its for the good reason that this picture is her copyright but also because, if she is a super success in the US, I will update it by removing the pixels and brag like fuck who did her first shoot? Me! Thats who!!! Me motherfucker me!!!…Meanwhile , all thanks goes to my man Steve who suggested her to me and now laid up in hospital (and not doing very well at this point). I just hope and pray he gets well soon. I'm not a religious man but praying is a spiritual thing where you wish from the bottom of your heart that someone comes through trying times. I think this is called empathy…Just so you know where I'm coming from .
Luke…You is da man man and I'm glad I chose the right guy for the job. Thanks and I can't even say thank you to our girl by name but lets just say, we made friends in trust that day and I hope she reaps the success she richly deserves. Thanks for hiring me to do the shoot. Not many girls do what she does and bypass the UK straight for the US but technically she hasnt by doing this one shoot. I'm just glad her confidence is way up there as a result of this and if you get stuck in a jam you know you got the support structure in the UK to see you right.
Luke may have took your video cherry but I was there to document it. Thank you boss xx